This blog has been around for a long time. It hasn’t been updated at all in a very long time. I have found myself wanting to do things with video games again, write about video games again, maybe stream video games. These last few months in quarantine and this whole COVID-19 thing has been tough, but I have been fortunate. I am not sick, no one around me is sick, and I was able to keep my job and such. I do want to start a plethora of new things, now that I find myself with more time going into the Summer, and I do want to be out there more. I have made myself into this insular being, communicating with very few people, and in general just not putting myself out there in any way that I want to. Part of it is laziness, part of it is anxiety, part of it is probably depression. I need to look up and out though, stop looking ever-inward, because I am not finding anything fulfilling by shutting out my thoughts and ambitions.
So why is this titled last post? Because this blog, as fun as it is to write, is a haphazard collection of writing, some of it actually decent, some of it dog shit. However, it is old, it isn’t focused, and I feel like I need a fresh start. So while this blog will be up for a little while longer, I plan on taking and saving my favorite posts, and starting fresh somewhere else. Whether that be a community thing like Destructoid or Giant Bomb, or making a new place for myself, I don’t know where I will land, maybe some combination. To anyone that read my writing here, thank you for taking a gander, I really do appreciate it. The last thing the world needs is another middle-class white guy howling into the void about video games, but it’s fun for me. I have missed it, and honestly, I don’t know what I have to offer that is worth seeing, but I guess I will find out soon enough.
-Ray